My life routine and all the ups and downs

Eid Mubarak to all my friends, This is shams and today is a sacrifice day(Eid-ul-Azha). Started my day with a quick bath having just 7 minutes to reach the mosque. Thankfully I reached. Offered Eid prayer. Started the day with Eid namaz and then went to my father's office to say Eid Mubarak to my father's colleagues who're on duty.  Today is just like other days, everything is happening as usual but I have lost something. Yeah, my "bakra". There was some bonding between the two of us. I spend two days with an animal knowing that he just have 48 hours to leave. Sacrifice is not just a word. It tests our patience and the courage of doing some good in the way of Allah.  Few moments before writing this I was with my "bakra" and now he's no more... I lost him but in the way of Allah, there is no loss. The sacrifice of your close one is what makes you sad but if you know that he slaughtered in the way of Allah then you become internally satisfied for what ...

This is life’s greatest truth and its hardest lesson. It is a great truth because it reminds us of our power. Not power over others, but the often untapped power to be ourselves and to live the life we have imagined. It is a hard lesson because it causes us to realize that we have chosen the life we are living right now. It is perhaps frightening for us to think that we have chosen to live our life exactly as it is today. Frightening because we may not like what we find when we look at our lives today. But it is also liberating because we can now begin to choose what we will find when we look at our life in the tomorrows that lie unlived before us. What will you see when you look at your life ten years from now? What will you choose? Life is a choice.  You have chosen to live this day. You have chosen to read this book. You have chosen to live in a certain city. You have chosen to believe certain ideas. You have chosen the people you call friends. You choose the food you eat, the c...

Today is the 25th of  July, 2020, and I crossed 10k on Instagram. This story is about how the captured moment came into being and what was the main reason behind creating this account. So, let begin it. It was late Dec 2018 when I and my cousin were sitting in front of my laptop and we both were watching pictures that I captured and saved inside my laptop. He was watching and keep saying that "aammm achii hain". Then all of a sudden he suggested me to make an account on any social media apps. So, I took it seriously and started to work on it. I made an account and started to post. I still remember that day when I made an account without having a single bit of knowledge about Instagram. I was so dumb as I wasn't even aware of followers or following. There was something inside which pushed me every single moment to go for it and cash it whatever comes to you. You just need a spark to do anything. Believe me, you can achieve anything, Yeah ANYTHING, if a layman who doesn...

After a very long period of time, I decided to pen down my feelings. Decided to write about what’s happening around me. Yeah, I know people got zero interest in others matter, but if this is relatable to their stories then they do show some interest. This isn’t relatable to yours and May Allah doesn’t do this to anyone, anywhere. This is the story of a girl full of dreams in her eyes. She dreamt to become a wife, and she got married. She dreamt to become a mother, she became a mother of 2 children (Boy and A Girl). At the time she had everything. EVERYTHING… BUT You know what life isn’t just living it has some phases and most of these phases are way harsh and unbearable which might hard to tackle. She felt down and she went to a Doctor (The “maseeha” of helpless people) and the Doctor said, “You have heart disease”. OK, she replied. She was the master of being OKAY. The Doctor gave her the medicine of some high doses to cure her, BUT when that "maseeha" do a little mistake th...

Yesterday I went to a hospital. I was there with my aunty. She went there for a regular checkup at the cardiac center. People were husting everywhere, searching for their internal or external calmness. While I was sitting on the sofa waiting for our turn, realized many things. Some people were facing the true harsh reality of life. And some of them were there to give them ease while searching for a doctor or making registration sheets. While I was sitting on the sofa I realized that people of my surrounding are what exactly does. I was quite and stood watching and to capture every single moment in my eyes, back to the memory. I was there for about 2 and half an hour and I just saw the loss of hope everywhere. There was NO sense of life. I went there healthier but when I was about exit I realized that I may also suffer from a disease called pessimism. Being a patient, I started to realize that people who are sick, nurses, doctors and everyone in the medical the community have got so stu...

Today I met someone on social media who was friendly enough and she gave me company at that time  when no one was there. She was friendly enough that we chatted for 2 hours or so. Then we both said good-bye because it was the time to sleep. Tomorrow I replied to her poetry and then the chat started. She was not replying as if she replied yesterday. Maybe she was at work or at an institution or maybe yesterday. I took the side of humanity instead of being a so-called patriotic. She was all against the Indian guys. As she was at an extreme level of being patriotic, I told her a story of mine with the Indian guys. I said “I had Two of my Indian friends who play multiplayer games with me for hours. Although they were way elder than me yet they treated me as if I was their blood relative. I use to post, and some of my posts were against Indians yet those guys just told me to stay calm, if you won’t take us badly then why would you blame our country...!!!”. They also do criticize their m...